It’s here, Kanza week. As I read through all the messages in our Kanza group chat, I can feel my anxiety creeping and my stomach turning. Too late to go as moral support? I’m a really great pro spectator. For months we’ve discussed tire selection, patches, who’s packing what, worst case scenario situations. I also may have googled how to build a fire, in case I get lost in the middle of Kansas. Someone send help if you don’t see a finisher insta story by night fall.
In all seriousness, since March I’ve been working to get myself into half decent shape for this race. But it’s also felt like I’ve been preparing for battle or the end of the war. No course signs, no water for 50 miles, rocks that apparently are capable of slashing all your tires open. Oh by the way, your derailleur may fall off and you’ll need to do the whole thing single speed. There’s also the possibility of river and mud crossings if it rains. As I looked through pictures and read the horror stories….

I need new f’ing friends, I keep saying it.
Training for this Kanza did not come without its difficulties. I was extremely out of shape when I first signed up and slightly overweight. My poor coach had the daunting task of getting me ready and he very patiently got me there. Preparing for this race came with some new challenges. For one, I had a lot of trouble recovering. I like to blame the fact that everything that surrounds me is rollers and well obviously, mountains, so even “easy” rides could include about 1K of climbing. But it could be a multitude of reasons (I even gave up weekday wine because of this). The result was sometimes missing key workouts. I also started having major issues with nutrition. I didn’t grasp the toll climbing for 45 minutes to over an hour took on your body and the amount of calories I needed to replenish. The end results, bonking and sluggishly making my way back home trying to keep the bike straight. I’m sure it may not have helped that I was reducing daily calories (in a healthy manner) to try to drop weight. It’s somewhat hard to manage fueling for training and losing weight without something suffering. Combine that with still adjusting to the new city and learning routes, weddings to travel to, a trip back home and not having those bike friends live and in person to train with…like I said, it came with its new set of challenges but they were faced, adjusted and moved past. I also quickly learned how hard it was to lug around a 30+ pound mountain bike through rollers and what not. So, I upgraded to a proper gravel bike. Any excuse for a new bike no? (N+1+1+1+1)
If there is anything training for Kanza has done is take me way outside my comfort zone, like roaming gravel roads for 5 hours alone. This is where I want to thank everyone who’s sent me “when animal attack/chase cyclists” videos, it’s really comforting at these very moments. It’s slated to be 90 degrees and this makes me nervous. But whatever the outcome may be, the fact that my bike has led me to another new place, another new adventure is enough for me. Even if it is the middle of nowhere Kansas…self-supported….no course markings…save yourself type of adventure. ~ Adding Mo Miles.





































