As the checklist gets longer and the race inches closer, there are so many thoughts that cross your mind. Am I ready? As ready as I’m going to be, and if not, too bad. Did I train enough? Probably not. What if something goes wrong? Plot twist whaaaaat. What kind of mental demons will I be facing out there? Serious ones, like Ursula at the end of The Little Mermaid type shit. Flat tire? I’m screwed. Deep river creatures and runoff pesticide poison? Bring them on. I should have gotten a that tenuous shot. I may be able to stop and fry an egg on the side walk if I get hungry mid race, it’ll be that hot. What are the port-a-potties going to be like? Death by suffocation of smell. Cycling shorts or tri shorts? Screw that, comfort, so I’m getting naked in that changing tent. What the hell was I thinking? Too late for that shit, next thought. I can possibly write 4 pages of everything that is going thru my mind at this point. My bike gets dropped off to be shipped this week, I start organizing what goes into each of the 47 bags . For those of you that may not know you get 4 bags, one from swim to bike (that has all you change into on the bike), a special needs bag (there’s a station in the bike you will stop for this), one back from bike to run (this has everything you change into for the run), and finally a special needs on the run, a station about half way on the run. You put pretty much everything you may think you may need, band-aids, pain-killers, a cheeseburger, everyone has their own method of madness out there. I’m kidding about the cheeseburger…I hope. I’m hoping TSA doesn’t stop me for drug smuggling from all the pills and powders going into this race. And I’m sure they’ll wonder why I have so much Vaseline. Don’t ask sir, don’t ask.
Physically, I’m tired, I’ve been training since February, common’ now. I took two days off last week, even a Saturday morning ride. I slept until 1pm, I honestly can’t remember the last time I did this… it was heavenly. I think my alarm clock was in shock…and so was my pillow. If I head off to race in this condition, it’ll be ugly. Curled up in fetal position ugly. So I’m taking this week as relaxed as possible, just keeping my muscles moving. My cool, calmed and collective self (doesn’t really exist) has officially abandoned me. When people ask me about it, my initial reaction is to cover my ears and scream la la la la to not hear about the race. You put so much into something, so much of yourself, your time, your dedication that the thought of something going wrong, the thought of possibly not accomplishing your goal, shakes you. Forget the actual money that goes into these races, but the volume of passion, sheer will, it would be heartbreaking not to reach it. Everyone tells you, you’re ready, you’re going to finish and I know they’re right but my initial thought is always, how do you know? But I’m so grateful for their motivation and faith. Now it’s time to have fun, 140.6 miles of it. Louisville or bust. ~ AddingMoMiles


































